nothing in this world is real

2011-11-27T21:20:00.003+08:00

I love you because you have the brightest cutest smile.
I love you because you make me smile.
I love you because you make me laugh.
I love you because you're really cute.
I love you because you can be really smart and silly at the same time.
I love you because the little silly things you say and do makes you absolutely adorable.

There's so much more to why I love you, and though the irony of you being the cause of me being sad or happy, I do hope that in the present and future, it remains the latter.

♥ Hope this serves as a tiny surprise when you decide to check back this page again. :)

2011-05-11T01:38:00.000+08:00

And this marks the 3 years we've had in RP.

If only the one person who I really wanted badly was there, everything would be perfect.

2011-05-08T04:17:00.000+08:00

It's the adrenaline rush that kick straight up to your brain. Slowing down your speech, your thoughts, your actions. You can't breathe properly, your heartbeat accelerates. You feel as though you're flying. It felt good.

2011-05-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

As much as we know how fragile life can be, we often still take what we have for granted.

I've always been trying to make myself better, good enough. But I guess it's not good enough.

Everyone's hungry for something. Most are hungry for success. Hungry for love, for lust.

Me, I'm hungry for answers, for time to reverse or at least move faster.

2011-05-06T00:39:00.002+08:00

Comes the night, comes the thoughts.

Those familiar places, those fond memories.

Time isn't what I need. What I need is to get away, away from everything, away from everyone, away from this damn country.

Emotional wrecked. Well, that's what they called it.

2011-05-05T02:05:00.002+08:00

"弃我去者，昨日之日不可留；乱我心者，今日之日多烦忧。"

2011-05-03T23:56:00.002+08:00

If only there's a thing called the Emotional Transplant.

I could really use one of that.

2011-05-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

Marks a new beginning. A reminder for me to be Stronger, the human Shivvani.J.

Credits
Design - ZJXTREME
Artist - Travis @ Flyback Tattoo
Photographs - ZJXTREME

2011-04-30T02:27:00.002+08:00

世上最伤人的并不是背叛而是明知两个人相爱着但却没缘分在一起.

你想我吗会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗如果诚实回答
可是爱也不是解答
空屋子里没有回声
但我记忆有你指纹
我加上你两个人却并不等于我们

2011-04-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

Lost and not having anything to look forward to.

That's how every thing's been like everyday.

I need a distraction. I need a job perhaps.

So many things I wanna say, so many questions unanswered.

Looking back, everything was close to perfect. But our ego and stubbornness got to us.

And having been the best, I can never find a better to replace the boy.

2011-04-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

It's weird not being able to share your everyday's with someone. What upset you, what angered you and what silly little things you and your friends did that made you laugh real hard.

It's saddening to not be able to feel special to a certain someone, to not feel loved, wanted and needed.

The feeling of waking up to a brand new day feeling as if your life have been shortened by another two years because of how you've been living.

The feeling of knowing that people who cares for you are worried and is trying their bestest to get you back up on your feet but they have no idea how else they can help you.

The feeling of people close to you telling you how you've changed and knowing that they no longer like having you around.

The feeling of knowing that yourself isn't being the person you used to be.

The feeling of fear. Fear of losing any more people who are dear to you.

The feeling of pain and sorrow that died deep inside that you wished you can inflict it to physical pain.

It sucks, big time.

Everyone's telling me that time will take it all away. But no one understands that not knowing where the future takes me, time is something I can no longer offer.

2011-04-24T03:21:00.000+08:00

I took what I had for granted. Now this is the price I have to pay.

But you'll always be the best I ever had.

2011-03-13T01:26:00.000+08:00

It's that look in your eyes when you tell me you love me. It's that face you give telling me how you're afraid of losing me. It's the way you always make me feel like I'm really important.

That's how I know you're true and that's why I know I can trust you. And that's why you're different from others and that's why I'm loving you a little more each day..

2011-03-02T23:15:00.001+08:00

I'm really really happy to be with you and having you. There isn't any word that I can think of to even describe how happy I am. Even ecstatic is an understatement.

I've never quite told you this, but I do wake up every morning feeling really happy and loved. Something that I have never felt before my entire 20 years of life. I guess that's why you're special like that.

I'm sorry that it's been a short span of time and I have to be away so soon for this long. I'm sorry for putting you through this. But know that I do love you very much and I'll be missing you every single moment you're not with me.

♥♥♥

2011-01-23T02:15:00.000+08:00

Day by day, bit by bit, I'm falling into this trap. A trap that no matter how hard I try I just am not able to get out of. And I'm sorry that I couldn't stick to my principles and fell deeper.

I've never felt this way before. It have never felt so real. But, I think I like you more than I thought I would have. You were everything that I have never wanted, yet now you're everything I need. You asked if I am doing good without you and I replied saying that I am doing good because I have you. I meant it. Even if you'd ask a thousand times, I'd still say the same.

You saw me through my goods and bads. You never once judged me for being me. You were always there. You genuinely cared.

With you, everything felt so right yet it felt so wrong at the same time. With you, I could find sanity and peace, I could find the simplicity that I wanted and needed.

I'm not seeking for anything in return. I just hope for you to be there, always. That'll be more than I can ask for.

2010-11-28T11:31:00.000+08:00

I'm getting tired of this chase.

The chase to search for something meaningful in my life. The chase to look for something that I want to achieve. Lastly, the chase for that someone to make me whole again.

For I no longer know what I'm looking for. Be it regarding the present, the future or life as a whole.

Maybe, just maybe, I should take a step back, take a good look of my surroundings, the people around, breathing in the fresh air and appreciating what I have.

Maybe, just maybe, I should worry less and let life lead it's way. I'm just an actor of my own life anyway. The story's been already written since the day I was born.

And maybe, just maybe, I'll degrade myself lesser and try to be happier.

2010-11-22T00:00:00.023+08:00

Unknowingly I've lead 20 years of this life that my parents have given me.

If I had the choice, really, I wouldn't choose to change anything.

I'm thankful for who I am and for the lovely brother and friends that I have with me at this date.

Of 365 days, this is probably the only day that I should really feel happy about. But I know deep down I still do feel empty. It's like there's something missing but I can't quite figure out what it is but I know I'll find out soon enough.

Happy Birthday Shivvani J.

2010-10-11T01:36:00.000+08:00

Even the strongest/ toughest person have got their vulnerable moments.

I'm only human. I've got emotions. And not forgetting, I'm a girl.

2010-10-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

Pancakes?

Good night.

2010-08-29T04:21:00.000+08:00

Had an awesome night.

How about you?

2010-07-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

Every morning I wakes up telling myself that today's gonna be a better day.

It never happens does it?

Days just gets suckier and suckier. That I'm beginning to get sick and tired of everything.

The pretence, the tolerance, the drama, will they ever stop?

All the dissing and hating, don't people ever get tired of it? Coz the on-lookers are.

Why degrade yourself even more when you can be a nicer person just by shutting up?

We pretend to forgive, to ignore the existance of the problem and allowing the problem to hit us back hard the next time round and letting the cycle to repeat itself till one day everyone breaks down and things fall apart.

I'm on my way to moving on.

2010-05-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

Today marks a new beginning.

And I'm celebrating in bed with Honeystars.

Miserable.

2010-05-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

Human beings are weird creatures.

2010-05-01T13:10:00.000+08:00

"Always believe only 50% of what people tell you. The other 50% is yourself."

Thank you and I will always remember this and whatever that you have taught me.

Till I see you again, please take care of yourself and be happy.

2010-04-20T12:39:00.002+08:00

Back to school.

And it's not exciting at all.

2010-03-23T10:09:00.000+08:00

WORK.IS.DRAINING.ME.OUT!

Starting work in the AMs and ending work in the AMs. That's how life have been for me for the past week. I practically work more then 12 hours a day.

Oh well, at least I'm having fun and gaining many new experiences.

2010-02-10T20:53:00.001+08:00

I need a paid job soon.

My room is in need of serious help.

The first thing that the needs to be replaced is, the now fugly looking CD rack which looks like it's falling apart soon.

Also, I hope mummy find me a flat screen tv soon. The sight of the fugly looking 14inch is pissing me off.

And fuck, why are my cupboards built-in? Is there any way I can get them painted black? I WANT THEM BLACK BADLY!

I guess the only thing I like about my room is the colour of the walls. :)

And if only I can add a beanbag in my room without getting yelled at, I'd be the happiest kid on earth!

I should also probably add a mini dining area in my room so that I'd stop spilling/ dropping food on the bed. (Sorry, but I'm pretty much of a sloth at home. Heh)

But I guess for now, what I really need to do is to pack my closet and dump unwanted clothes and also to clean those layers of dust that is forming everywhere!

2010-02-06T00:21:00.001+08:00

"Don’t tell me who I am;

because unless I write all my thoughts down on a piece of paper and hand it to you,

you don’t even know half my life."

2010-02-02T23:18:00.005+08:00

I certainly do not appreciate anyone ripping anything off this space without asking permission.

Get this clear. This space belongs to ME. It consists of MY thoughts that I wanna pen down. It's MY story to tell not your's.

All you could do is to ask.

2010-01-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

Let's see.

IEP, Adelaide, IEP.

Whatever happened to Holidays?

2010-01-13T12:44:00.001+08:00

It certainly does not mean that my appearance and habits are different makes me different from other people and that I have to face all the nonsensical criticism..

It's just the lifestyle I choose to live.. And as much as I know and have seen.. You ain't much of a role model as you appear to be..

2010-01-12T15:13:00.000+08:00

Totally awaiting for the holidays to come faster.

I've had enough of all the nonsense that I've been facing.

And even if I've turned into a complete bitch or someone without feelings, I don't really care.

As for now, I would rather focus my time and energy on myself and also probably thinking of ways to pull my blardy GPA up. Quite impossible, but I'm willing to try to push myself forward in order to graduate and not having to remodule.

2009-12-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

This space is probably dead by now and I suppose no one bothers coming to this space anymore.

Well, it'll just serve its purpose of penning down my thoughts and rants.

The holidays are here but then again, when have I ever had my well deserved holidays? Oh well, the only thing that's making me smile now are my grades (and Jamie Campbell Bower :] ). Though my grades aren't really fantastic, but at least I did better than what I have expected.

Christmas' coming and I seriously don't see why should there be a commotion about it? I mean like if there's winter and snow in Singapore, hell yeah would I be excited. Don't get me wrong, am not a Christmas hater but let's face it, Singapore is Singapore. The same old boring place be it of any festive period.

And I certainly do not look forward to what 2010 is gonna bring me. According to my speculations, it'll be filled with FYPs, UTs and not forgetting the motherfucking PD. At least it's only one more year before I leave that shit place filled with sluts, whores and people who you won't wanna be friends with.

Coming to the topic of friends, when I was in primary school, I understood that we are still young and childish and hence no one is to be blamed for anything unhappiness as we're all young and innocent and stupid. When I was in secondary school I thought things would be better. Well, it did to certain extend. So when I entered the poly I thought everyone were adults and were able to tell what's right and wrong but I guess I was wrong?

I no longer feel the need to be attached to any friends coz it's just not worth it. It's not worth my efforts and time at all. I don't see a need of risking myself being used and dumped aside when that so called friend do not need you companion. Let's face it, when she's attached, she'd stick with her bf and only look for her friends when her bf isn't around. When they broke up, she said she needed her friends to have faith in her and she needed support from her friends to help her move on. But what's happening? I've always believed that if there is a will there will be a way to solve anything. But I guess from the start the will was never there. And what about needing her friends? Well, she managed to get into another group of friends and dumped those who have always been there for her. Oh and don't come telling people it's because you weren't invited to go for break etc. Since when was there even an invitation? It has always been a norm.

Seriously, I see everything as a child's play. And it's to a point whereby I don't even wanna bother about anything anymore. Like I've said before. I'm done. But just when I've decided to wash my hands off everything, I'll hear of accusations on us that you've made. I've thought of confronting and trash everything out with you. But honestly, is there even a point anymore? If you'd really get anything, you'd have gotten it months ago.

I swear this would be the last time. And now, seriously, I'm done. I'm so so done with you. To me, I'd rather see it as I've never had you as a friend but rather you're just a classmate all along.

Oh, and I don't plan to make things better as I'm tired of being initiative. :)

2009-11-22T23:01:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to me.

Thank you all for the wishes, presents and treats.
Deeply appreciated. :)

2009-10-31T21:16:00.002+08:00

"And you want three wishes:

One to fly the heavens

One to swim like fishes

And then one you're saving for a rainy day

If your lover ever takes her love away"

2009-10-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I have no idea what is going on in my life now. I don't even feel like attending classes anymore and I don't think that it is even beneficial to me. It's like I'm going to school just for the sake of it. And so much for wanting to have full attendance this semester, I've already skipped lesson twice coz I just couldn't take it! And I certainly do not appreciate to be shouted at early in the fucking morning.

And fuck, I have no idea why but at the end of every day I just feel so drained and stressed with I don't know what. It's like there is this chaotic situation going on in my brains but I have no fucking idea what is making me so stressed up. I used to know what I want to do in the future and I could actually imagine what my future would be like but now everything is so blurred. I don’t even have a fucking idea what the fuck I am doing anymore.

I just hope that my brain will just sort itself out and not give me a fucking headache every now and then coz it's fucking irritating.

Fuck this world.

2009-10-19T14:10:00.002+08:00

"Nobody, needs anybody, to live."

2009-09-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

Am gonna be rather busy for the next few weeks.

Please do not contact me unless neccessary. Dont wish to entertain nonsense.
TYVM.

2009-09-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOO!!!

So I am back from my trip. Though it have only been a week but it felt like it was a long trip.

The trip was awesome. I enjoyed very single part of it. And I met some pretty awesome people from the trip.

The trip was tiring though. There's a lot of walking every single day.

I do not have a lot of pictures with me as I was so damn lazy to whip out my camera and start snapping away so I stole all these from some one else. More to come in facebook when the others have uploaded. =D

I'd definitely wanna go back again, I've yet to shop enough.

ps. I miss Hong Kong and room 705 already. :(

2009-09-09T16:16:00.001+08:00

So I'm in PorkLand now and is finally able to find a computer with internet excess and Mohammed Noor is like right next to me! And he says HI! to all the lonely Singapore Kiddos.

Everything's rather nice here and the weather ain't as hot as what we were told. So we're at the Hong Kong Museum Of Art now and IT IS FRIGGIN BORINGGGGG!

Like kill me now!

Alright got to go now.

Hope the Aussie Kids are having as much fun as we are having! And I hope they freeze to death! Muahahahahahahahahaha!

Adios!

2009-08-29T21:13:00.005+08:00

All I want to do is to hide myself in my comfort zone and shut everyone out.

Do not buzz.

ARGH! The trip's in a week and things ain't good for me to just leave.

FUCK YOU.

Lessons To Learn.

2009-08-24T18:53:00.008+08:00

So today was a really painful day. We had to go get our jabs done. As if two jabs weren't bad enough, I had to even get my blood tested to check which blood group I belong to. So my parents claim that they didn't know my blood group and thought that I should go ahead with the test.

But guess what? When I got home I decided to check out my old health booklet from Mt. E, and guess what I found? Yes, my fucking blood group card which was given to me when I was just a few days old. I went through an extra pain and getting my left arm numbed for no reason.

Well, that's not the main reason I'm blogging today. My main purpose is to get something across to some fucking dumb people, coz I know that they do read this space.

So.....

#1 - If you wanna bitch about your classmates, please make sure that you don't have them on your Facebook or none of them knows your blog address.
#2 - If you think by doing so you'll start getting people to talk to you, then you're so fucking wrong. Coz people are just gonna hate you more and totally shut you out.
#3 - No one started treating you as a stranger. You are the one who stayed away from the start, so stop pointing fingers to the others.

#4 - I wonder what is having a life like? Meeting up with your boyfriend and end up quarreling and crying everyday? Hmmmmm.
#5 - If you wanna be racist, Singapore is not the place for you.

#6 - Please make sure that the person you are bitching to is your real friend. If not it'll just leak out and get you in unnecessary gossips.

#7 - You brought it upon yourself for creating stories when no one did anything to you. So the treatment you're getting? Blame it on yourself.

#8 - If you fucking wanna lie, please come out with something better.

#9 - Before criticising someone, please look into the mirror.

#10 - Last but not least, if you wanna be a bitch, always remember that there is this bunch of people who are bitchier then you. :)

2009-08-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

Facebook's a bitch!

2009-08-17T09:40:00.001+08:00

"People are walking, talking, shit making machines."

This line have been stucked in my head since god-knows-when.
But... It's so true isn't it?

2009-08-12T19:46:00.002+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday!!!
May you have more screwed up face for the next 20 years. =D
Love you loads. <333

***

I'm so so glad that the damn practical UT3 for D&P is finally over. One big relief!
Next up, trip to the zoo and a series of UT3s and then HONGKONG HERE I COME!!!

2009-08-02T20:08:00.001+08:00

Lazy Poo.

Be back soon.

2009-07-30T13:44:00.002+08:00

I totally abhor people who complains, comments and talk shit but end up not doing anything. Fuck them seriously!

2009-07-25T11:18:00.003+08:00

Let's rock our bodies babyyyyyy!

Come down for IGNITE now!

5pm at Republic Poly..

COME DOWN NOW NOW NOW!!!!

2009-07-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

My two bestest 'elder sisters'.
(I know, my dress looks hideous.)

Ex Pei Tong-ers.
A total of 3 different batches.
=D

She's such a pretty girl. =)

2009-07-10T04:00:00.001+08:00

"Sometimes you have to forget how you feel, and remember what you deserve."

2009-07-09T15:33:00.001+08:00

THURSDAYS

ARE

CURSED.

2009-07-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

It's funny how life can be so vulnerable.

For a moment you can be spending it with the people you cared the most and the next thing you know is that you're dead.

Therefore, I'm treasuring every moment I have with the people I care the most.

I won't say that I'm loving my life now but at least for this moment, I'm happy. I'm happy that I have good friends to share the good and bad times. I'm happy for that I know who will be there when I needed them. And I'm happy that I have people whom I can relate to and can talk about anything and everything. Though things would be better if that someone was here too. I know I have given in my best and that there is nothing much I can do but I'm treasuring, I really am. If things are meant to go back on the track it would and I'm hoping for it to happen but how long do I exactly have to wait? A week? A month? A year? All I know is that I won't be having anymore regrets as I know that I have already given in my all and whatever the outcome, it's not for my to decide as it's not all about me. It takes 2 hands to clap and I can't be clapping by myself.

I miss the good times.

2009-06-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

HI.

RP IS A GONER.

51 CASES AND COUNTING.

CAN THEY SHUT SCHOOL ALREADY?

THEIR THEORY OF DISINFECTING THE CLASSROOMS ONLY WHEN FINDING OUT A STUDENT THERE IS INFECTED IS NOT WORKING.

RP IS LIKE MOST DANGEROUS PLACE NOW.

LET'S ALL PERISH TOGETHER. SINCE THAT'S WHAT THE SCHOOL WANTS. =D

2009-06-28T14:53:00.002+08:00

So I've decided to get my ass down to editing my blog skin.

Looks shitty though.

Shall resume editing when I'm less lazy.

There's like 43 confirmed case of H1N1 in school, and guess what? They still do not intend to shut the school down. So let's just pray that I won't get infected.

My weekends have been rather boring as I'm too BROKE to be out splurging and ever since the GSS started, I haven't gotten anything at all. Dammit. =(

2009-06-23T19:49:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I think RP is like really stupid.

It's like what's the point of quarantining just 3 classes when the air-con is like centralised which is like all of us are like breathing the same air as the 3 classes?

Stupid. Brainless. Failure.

2009-06-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

My taste buds' calling for some Cajun Chicken Pasta from Chili's.

Any takers?

2009-06-13T22:34:00.001+08:00

It's just a dream. Is it?

2009-06-10T15:13:00.001+08:00

BORED..

2009-06-10T03:00:00.000+08:00

In Progress.

2009-06-10T00:07:00.003+08:00

Coz I'm only human.

So don't expect me to do wonders.

And don't expect perfection coz no one's perfect. Especially not me.

2009-06-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

This crazy flu is killing me.

I look as if I've been crying 10hours non stop.

Couldn't stop sneezing the whole of yesterday and today. And out of no where you'll get to see transparent water streaming out of my nostril.

I can't even sleep properly coz I can't even breathe properly. Even when asleep I feel like sneezing and I have to get up to sneeze and blow my nose.

I guess this is my retribution for making fun of Zachary when he told that he was having a flu and I swear he must have cursed and prayed that the flu bug will hit me.

Now I'm stuck at home everyday coz my dad doesn't allow me out for the fear that people might think I'm having that damn swine flu. Nah. He just don't want me under that god damn sun that much. He claims that the sun ain't good for flu. Ermm.. =.=

I'm done with Eclipse which means that I have nothing to do for the next 2 days of staying at home. How nice. Should have remembered to ask my brother for the movies he just downloaded. Ma de. Thinking of heading down to Jelita tomorrow to get Breaking Dawn but the overhead bridge there is such a big turnoff. Yes, call me lazy.

Fuck! Why am I being so whiny? I think I've gotten the 'M' disease. Ha.

2009-06-03T00:29:00.002+08:00

The bad ass flu hit me.

People asked, how is it possible to catch a cold when the weather is so fucking hot.

Simple. Take a shower and then stand in front of the fan and sleep with the fan directed on you which means you also have to disable oscillation. And viola!

It's definitely not a good time to be sick as I'm having my holidays now! And for another fact people might mistake you for having the damn swine flu. Which I am positively sure I do not have that.

Seriously man. What's with this weather. It's like that sun is only 1km above mother earth and if I die I swear it's due to dehydration. You have no idea how much water I have been consuming.

So I've started on Eclipse. And I swear I'm a idiot. I went to 3 different bookstores and finally bought it at Funan today which was the same one I saw at CentrePoint and Tampines1 respectively. Coz I was so sure that it had the Matt cover. Turns out that both Eclipse and Breaking Dawn only have the ugly lousy glossy cover. Disgusting. Even the quality of the pages are bad. But what to do. That's the only one available.

Kay, I hate flu medicines. It makes me sleepy. Gonna hit the sack soon.

Bye!

2009-06-01T01:23:00.004+08:00

American food for you?

Head down to Chili's. It's definitely worth every penny.

This is like the best Cesar Salad I've ever had.

How bout some Cajun Chicken Pasta? I don't really like the chicken though. A little too salty. But the pasta sauce is totally yum!

Lastly, dessert. TOTALLY ORGASMICCCCCC. Molten cake. We gobbled it down within minutes.

Gonna go back for more when it officially opens.

Oh btw, I got to eat everything above for free.

Thanks for the invite, Jak! =D

For once I feel proud to have her as my friend. JK.

Hahahaha.

But please do change back to your original accent. Thank you very much.

Okay, gonna sleep soon. Need to head to the grandmother's house tmr.

Goodnight world.

May the bitches rule the world.

2009-05-31T11:21:00.002+08:00

I'm starving and my dad is not even half done with cooking.
Maybe he should use the teleport stove.
Oh, too much Restaurant City.

I hate waking up early.
I should train myself to sleep more.

I realised my blog if full of shit nowadays.
And I have nothing particular to blog cept for nonsense.
But I need to fill this space cause I just feel like it.
I don't want it to be dead like Mel's.
I think she should just shut down Menthol-Lights.

Now, I want to go do something.
But I don't know what to do as I still have 3 and a half hours to spare.

Maybe I shall go google to see where's the nearest Times Bookstore from my place.
Coz I wanna purchase 'Eclipse'.
Kay, I shall go do that now.
Bye.

2009-05-31T11:03:00.002+08:00

Long Live The Bitches.

2009-05-22T22:11:00.002+08:00

I hereby declare that I HATE GAY GUYS.

So maybe they should just go fuck themselves.

Oh, it's pretty interesting to be in a shopping centre with shops on fire. You should experience it soon.
With that, CWP's management suck!
They failed badly in evacuating the building.
Shop are on fire, announcement to evacuate the building was broadcast late, as people are trying to get out of the building they are still allowing the others to enter.
That's how organised they are.
Good job! Thumbs up!

2009-05-16T23:32:00.002+08:00

I seriously think I am the Queen of wasting money.

First, I spent like $30 on my keyboard protector. Then, another $20 on 'New Moon'.

After reading Twilight, I'm like hooked to it that I think I am going to collect the whole series.

And honestly, I think the book is a whole lot better than the stupid movie. The movie is like total nonsense with ugly people.

So yeah, in a blink of an eye I spent like $50, so much for wanting to save up for crazy shopping during GSS.

God bless my father for winning TOTO.

Season Finale of GG next week. NICE! New season in August 31. Can't wait!

Gonna have marathon for Season 2 soon. I just love re watching shows that I like. Especially when I'm kinda lost as they took so long to upload the freaking video!

Kay, nothing to blog ready.

BYE!

2009-05-12T21:44:00.002+08:00

First show of the year, first time producing a show. Please support.

So ever since school started, nothing have been really going well for me, in terms of friendship, lessons and many more.

2 more weeks to Holidays. Finally a break from everything but it also marks the day I'm dreading for. Our first UT. I'm totally not looking forward it as my 6Ps are of no help at all.

People, please pray for me as I have zero confidence and I can't afford to fail it.

I sound so holy recently with all the praying shit. Whatever. It's for decoration purposes.

2009-05-08T15:19:00.002+08:00

Today best.

Bumped into Nat on the bus to school and guess what. Since we're already late for lesson, we decided to be even later by having Subway for breakfast/lunch.

Kinda regretted though as it was really too heavy to have Subway at 9.30 in morning but at least it lasted me throughout the day. Awesome. I'm gonna do that more often.

Lesson this week have been pretty boring.

So many things to do but no motivation. I'm like coming to school for the sake of coming to school.

Weekends no plans. Shall stay home and do the stupid journal for Directing & Performance.

2009-04-29T20:21:00.002+08:00

What is "independence" in the world of performance?

Like WTF? We did not even learn this and the stupid faci as this kind of question for our RJ! Knn! She should go fuck herself.

How the fuck am I supposed to know what that means. I tried to google but found nothing.

Anyway, I don't really like this faci. Why do I always get CB facis? I think it's because she's pregnant hence her hormones are hay-wired.

Ahhhh. Fuck it. What did my elective become a core module. Shitty bananas.

2009-04-26T22:03:00.002+08:00

It's all about me, myself and I now.

Not gonna bother bout what's going on as I've got better things to worry about. Need a break from all those drama. I don't need anyone to control my life or my thoughts.

Knn. 4 days of school and I've to stay till late for all 4 days. Nice.

I can't believe I have only $10 to last me through next week. Good luck to me.

Out with bro and mum today and I'm so gonna get the mini digital lomo camera. Just waiting for bro to go check out the price for me. It's so mini you'll think it's a toy keychain.

And I can't wait for my hands to get on the Instax. I'm gonna make love to it. Ha.

Who needs ____ when I have toys to play with? So maybe ____ should go eat some shoes.

The unbreakable bubble somehow broke.

2009-04-20T18:13:00.005+08:00

So it's the first day of school today and never would I thought I'd say this but I kinda enjoyed it.

Was DMA today and we were doing photography. It was HORRIBLE at the beginning as I was alien to it but with lots of help from Benjamin I was able to get things right. Well, sort of.

Spent my whole 2nd breakout with Elle in class and Ben came over to help me out. And yes! Now I totally with that photography is FUN! But I've still got lots to learn.

We were asked to produce a 'gloomy' and 'happy' picture each and the above was my product for my 'gloomy'. Left the original and right after editing. We weren't expected to edit our photos today but I edited it for fun. I don't think I took it dark enough though, not really very gloomy. We were only allowed to use natural lighting so most of us played aroud with the aperture and speed shutter.

Know what? Actually I think my picture suck. Ah whatever. First time. I'll have lots of chance and time to improve. We shall see.

Please do give comments so that I know where I can improve on, that is if you know your stuff like Ben and my bro does. Coz I really need help.

Oh, you can ignore the edited version coz we're only learning photoshop next week, I think.

2009-04-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

Have been busy and in a pissy mood so dont buzz.

5 more days. Knn.

2009-04-05T18:54:00.002+08:00

Oh mannnnnn,

15 more days mannnn and I've been wasting my everyday.

So anyway am officially broked! No more shopping for this month. =(

This week I've been staying rotting almost everyday cept for heading out yesterday and when i say head out i mean to some where proper like town and not like back to school.

Town is boring, with the addition of the stupid weather, it was depressing. Town with Jak will lead to Taka Garden recently. Not a bad place to chill just that there ain't much random people for Jak to bitch about.

Singapore is boring. I wanna go to BKK or Genting. Or Hong Kong/Macau or NYC. Knn.
Everything also want but no money. It's been a year or so since I stepped out of Singapore. Needa save, hopefully I can go somewhere out of Singapore with friends ah. I'm tired of travelling with family. So boring.

Nothing to blog ready. Okay, bye!

2009-04-02T14:53:00.002+08:00

Your Sins are Revealed, Your Fate is Sealed

Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Sloth is the mortal sin that has done you in. Just below, discover your full sinful breakdown and learn what it is about you that codemns you to hell.

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Low
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

So true, so true.

2009-04-01T22:51:00.003+08:00

April Fools' not my thing.

Labin failed badly in trying to pull one at me. Try harder my dear. I'm too smart for that.

Who'd tell you he dislocated his shoulders on MSN? Himbo.

So anyway today was well spent. No details. Lazy.

I wanna marry an Italian in future. Or someone who is able to whip up delicious Italian cuisine.

I wanna stuff my face with lots of pizza and baked pasta. Knn. The amount of cheese I've been consuming is scary. Calcium. That's what I need. My knees are getting weak lately. I'm like an old lady. Don't laugh. It's not funny.

Can I just put a tray of mozzarella cheese into the oven till it's toasted golden brown with a crispy surface and eat it? I'm into mozzarella cheese now. Only when it's crispy on the surface.

All I think about now is food. I want BK's Mushroom Swiss Double, Carls Jr's Double Western Bacon Cheeseburger, McSpicy, Swensen's Chicken Baked Rice, Pizza Hut's Chicken Royale, Secret Recipes' Chocolate Banana Cake, Ding Tai Fung's Xiao Long Bao, Fortunate Restaurant's Dim Sums. Knn. I need to stop thinking about food.

K. Enough of nonsense. Bye!

2009-03-30T13:50:00.003+08:00

I don't need shits like these to make my life more interesting coz I'm happy with what I have now.

So anyway. I've finally decided to get my ass down to watching T.I.'s Road To Redemption. One thing I don't understand is that T.I. mentioned all the things he've done and getting locked up countless times so why is it only now that he realised he's mistakes? Coz he's like effing famous now?

Mel's so gonna kao pei at me when she reads this. Haha.

After watching all those stories, I'm kinda glad that Singapore don't have such dramas. At least we feel safe walking on the streets without having to worry getting shot at by accident.

Ahhhhhh~~ I feel that this post is crap so just ignore it. I've got no feel for blogging recently. No idea what to blog about.

So bye. Gotta go get ready now. Meeting up with Adeline and Joycelyn in awhile. Like finally after 2 years?

Okay bye!

2009-03-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

In exactly a month time school's gonna reopen and I'm so not looking forward to it.

I must learn to control and not have the thought of skipping school often.

Come people. Pray with me. Pray for me.

2009-03-18T00:44:00.002+08:00

If ignorance is bliss then what is feigning ignorance?

Is it still a bliss or are you faking it? Am I talking sense here?

Sometimes it's good to be simple minded aka dumb. At least you have no clue about what is going on and need not have to worry about so many things. At this point of time, I wish I am still 3 yrs old.

Ahhhhh.. I feel like eating Nasi Ayam Goreng. =(

2009-03-16T12:56:00.003+08:00

Am down with a very bad cough and flu. Had plans with Jak today but had to cancel it as I was feeling very ill and my head was pounding so badly.

Saturday was a blast! We played hard. We played like we've never played before.

More on FB.

It's been a long while since I had so much fun.

Am looking forward to another round of fun.

King Robert Scotch Whiskey is the sex.

p.s. We're good playful kids NOT gangsters. There's a difference to that. Geez. I hate it when people judges others based on their appearance. It's annoying.

2009-03-12T19:54:00.003+08:00

How will I die? Your Result: You will die of boredom. Try not to take so many quizzes. And while this answer may seem like a joke, it most certainly is not. Boredom is one of the most frequent causes of death. The body will simply stop functioning. Try not to become an excercise junkie. One cannot escape destiny...
You will die in a car accident.
You will be murdered.
You will die in a nuclear holocaust.
You will die in your sleep.
You will die from a terminal illness.
You will die while saving someone's life.
You will die while having sex.
How will I die? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

YES!!!!! I'LL INDEED DIE OF BOREDOM!!!

Staying home kills. There's nothing to do. The moment I'm awake till I sleep I'm either on the net or watching tv. It's so freaking boring. 20th April please come soon. Pleaseeee I beg youuuu.

2009-03-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

Been staying home the past few days. Got a call from Buddy today and I immediately went to shower and chiong down to Cine to meet them up. Dont say I not good hor!

Caught Watchmen. Knn. Whoever who said it's a good flick must be sick in the head. Perhaps they only enjoy the R(A) scenes. I was complaining throughout the whole show can. It was so freaking boring and super draggy. Sickening.

Been reading back my old entries and I really do miss some people who've came into my life and left abruptly. The once bff. I really miss him alot and Felicia too.
Lisze and Iris dont kao pei that I dont miss you two coz I've just bumped into you girls recently okay and we did talk on msn. =x But still we shall meet up soon especially Iris Tan! =)

Life's too short to have regrets so I'm gonna treasure everything that I have. I hope the happiness that I'm feeling now is not a short term one as I really dont know what am I gonna do if I lose everything or anything. Everything and everyone that I have now is really important to me so I cannot afford to lose any of that.

2009-03-05T23:57:00.003+08:00

Been going back to school that past few day.

Tiring and boring.

Town for movie with Khai after my workshop. Pink Panther 2. Awesome show. Love it as much as the first one.

Need a good laugh? Catch it. Only people like Mel would not like it. I think there's something wrong with her.

Down to Far East to look for Mel for abit den headed home.

Gonna rot at home tomorrow. Perhaps I shall start on my second book since like the due date is nearing. Knn. No feel to read leh.

Mel is such an ass. Ask people to come online to webcam but she isn't online. Waste my time and sleep.

Well, not like I sleep early too but the fact that I wanted to sleep early coz I'm so fucking tired but I cant thanks to some fucker who likes to lie. Chee bye. No, that fucker is not Mel but some one else.

I hate liars. I really fucking hate them. I swear that fucker starting lying as soon as he evolved from an egg to a little foetus in his mother's womb hence explaining why he's such a pro in it now.

And yes, I'm pissed. God damn pissed.

Why do I always have to wait for others? Hello, my mother did not give birth to me for others to make me wait for them. You give a time you better fucking stick to it. 3 hours is not what I fucking call a while later and dont give me crap like you need 3 hours to get a fucking cab and to blame it on the fucking rain. There's this thing in the world which is known as to call for a fucking cab you bloody fucker. I'm tired of waiting for others. I think I spend 95% of my time waiting for others. Chee bye. Why cant anyone just stick to the time they give? I am no longer gonna wait for anyone. I swear!

2009-02-27T13:06:00.004+08:00

Was out with them yesterday. The exact company I needed. Seoul Garden was bad. I didn't managed to eat as much as I thought I could and ended up vomiting everything out when I got home. Quite a pretty short day but I still enjoyed.

Sleepless town later. Another remedy that I need.

I spoke but I didn't get the answer I was looking for. I'm totally lost. I need someone to take me out of this misery. I need that machine that sucks all my memory out. I need to forget everything and everyone. I want to be alone but yet I'm afraid of being alone.

2009-02-26T07:49:00.002+08:00

It's almost 8 in the morning and I haven't caught a wink. Friends told me to stop brooding and get some rest but throughout the night all I did was to stare at the ceiling.

I need answers. Answers to the questions running inside my head. The moment I shut my eyes, I start to hear voices. Voices that I shouldn't be hearing. How could such things happen? It usually only surface in dramas but now it's happening in my life. I'm only 19. Everything's too much for me to handle. I'm not ready to face it alone. Thank god I've got the peeps I need.

I feel so stupid. I should have listened. I shouldn't have ignored the warnings but then again was it wrong for me to trust? Or did I just give out my trust to easily?

I need help. Tons of it. I'm not as strong as what I appear to be. In actual fact I think I'm even weaker than all of my female friends.

It was the first time I felt my heart stop beating for a second, my hands trembling and my feet turned icy cold. I felt alone. So alone. It left me dumbfounded. My mind was blank. I didn't know how to react. I didn't know what to say. I felt weak. Oh so weak.

Just one night. Everything changed. For better or for worse I don't know. All I could say throughout the night was "I don't know". That is what I always say when something happen. Why do I not ever have my own opinion? Why am I so weak? I questioned myself.

I bombarded myself with questions. Questions which I do not have the answer too. It made my head spin. It's hurting so badly that I can't even get any rest. I dread closing my eyes because the voices will come rushing in. I felt as if I was turning crazy. Maybe I am crazy. Crazy enough to believe everything that others have doubts in.

I have no one to blame but myself. I always tell myself not to trust to easily but it always happen the other way. How will I ever learn?

Real story or just an essay I'm writing out of boredom you decide.

2009-02-25T15:15:00.005+08:00

Seriously, I'm starting to hate this holidays. It's way too long. I can't seem to be doing anything constructive at all. Going out seems to bore me out to.

I mean we're in Singapore. Where can we go other than town and town is getting so fucking boring. Staying home bores me too. There's nothing to do at all. It's either read book, watch tv or net surfing, which 99% of the time I'm on FB and FB is starting to bore me out.

The past few days I've been stuck at home. I've got no idea where I wanna go if I decide to get my ass of my bed. Plus the weather have been really crazy the past few days.

Well, I did head out for a little while ytd. With Mel to IMM. In search for organizers. I'm pretty fussy when it comes to organizers. Haha. I think we spent most of our time in Popular debating which one we should get. In the end we got the same one. Then we had problem finding the perfect pen for our organizers. I mean it had to be a perfect fit. Finally, Mel found one and I got it too, just a different colour.

At the end of the day we still weren't happy coz the organizers weren't exactly what we wanted but it was the best of the lot. Sort of. I'm still very much in love with the Hello Kitty one but it cost 30bucks which I felt that it's pretty expensive for an organizer. It's not those girly girl Hello Kitty prints though but it's really very pretty. I think it's called Kimono prints or something like that. Adeline gave me a purse with the exact same print. Maybe I should get the wallet?

Rahhh! I just love to waste my money. Haha.

I felt alot happier after developing photos and putting it in my organizer. =) Oh wells, I've already bought it and shall just stick to it and stop brooding over how pretty the others are.

From today onwards I shall be organized and not be forgetful. Haha. Let's pray.

2009-02-24T14:13:00.002+08:00

"I want to be rich and I want lots of money

I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny

I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds

I heard people die while they are trying to find them"

2009-02-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

"Where were you when everything was falling apart?
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang

And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad"

2009-02-16T17:14:00.002+08:00

Lousy phone takes lousy photos. Haaa.

So last week I was kept very busy, from Birdpark to Zoo to Shopping.

I practically headed down to town everyday cept for Thursday and Sunday.

Town is certainly not a place I wanna go near now.

I've got no photos whatsoever simply because I'm lazy to take out my camera and start snapping and to add on, I forgot to charge it anyway.

Now, that my uncle is back in Macau, I feel so free and am starting to rot at home.

Today was basically staying home reading, facebooking, net surfing, stuffing myself with chocolates and ice cream. Wanted to go lepak with JH so badly but my wallet's empty. =(

So darn broke this month and there's still so many things I wanna get. Dont bother asking me to get a job coz I've tried and people dont wanna employ part time what can I do?

So I'd rather rot at home.

I need to get a new book coz I'm about to finish my current one. Borrow or buy? Why must the library be so darn far?

Alright, I shall go back to doing what I was doing before blogging. Bye!

2009-02-15T19:54:00.002+08:00

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Oh yes, there's preorder for contact lenses too =)

2009-02-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

"I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone"

Proper update soon. When I feel like it.

2009-02-06T06:15:00.002+08:00

Damn! Look at the time now and I havent even caught a wink!

Soon the sun will be out and it will be near impossible to even catch a nap then and what's worse is that I'm meeting lovergirl and 9 hours time. Looks like I have to get those thick makeup and shades ready as I'll be having ultra swollen eyes with dark circles.

I think half the world would be asleep now as I'm doing this entry but guess what dad's preparing breakfast for brother now in the kitchen and brother's preparing to go to work. Okay, random but I need to make myself real tired so that I will be able to sleep.

Looks like blogging aint helping. Shall FB now. Bye!

2009-02-04T19:31:00.003+08:00

Ah yes, two more pictures stolen from Vivian's blog and I'm lazy to edit it into the previous post so yeah deal with it. =D

Well, what can I say. She still looks crazy be it sober or drunk but I must say she really is a very good girl even when I placed ice on her cheeks, she gladly lemme do it and yes, she's not stupid but just slow and I still cant believe I actually kissed her on the cheeks during my dare. =( I know she secretly loves it. Haha.

2009-02-04T18:56:00.002+08:00

And so yesterday's BBQ was pretty much a success though it was a very last minute thing. So met up with Valencia, Pei Rong, Li Jie and Chia Hsien for grocery shopping and back to Chia Hsien's crib. We girls den started preparing the food and such coz our dear boy cant have contact with water.

All the craziness started when some of us got tipsy and some got really wasted and also Jing Hao taught me 5-10 and now Imma expert. =)

My head started spinning when Labin, Vivian, Jing Hao and myself started playing and forfeit was Vodka neat. Knn, my tongue was burning when I drank twice in a row. Fucking disgusting.

But well, I really did enjoy alot especially with the whole Pei Rong episode. Friggin hilarious. I've got a video of her spouting nonsense but I shall be nice and not post it up. =D

Pretty much awaiting for our next outing. =))

Decided to post this up as it's not very often you'll get to see Chia Hsien with such expression on his face and this is the only photo I'm gonna post with a quart of my face as the rest taken that nice was totally chui until cannot chui and I needa get rid of my fish ball face.

This fur ball is darn lucky to be sleeping on a LV bag. Now I wish I was that fat cat. Oh her name's Mei Mei, the exact nickname of our dearest aunty Mei Yang. =O

The climax of the night has definitely got to do with these two babes for their pictures posted her. Heres the two of them in their clearest state.

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Here's when they are both totally wasted! No wonder they are best of friends. They are the best representative for the saying "you fu tong xiang, you nan tong dang". Hahahaha

2009-02-01T15:31:00.002+08:00

Damn! I miss school.

The holidays have been pretty boring. Last whole week was all about CNY. Thursday went over to Chia Hsien's place with the mates. Friday was out with Colleen intending to job hunt but we ended up shopping our ass off, met up with Mansor in the later part of the day and I tell you he's as gu niang as Melany Lim.

Oh yeah, Mel made some improvement of replying msges just that it's at a rate of 0.2km/h. Haa. Just kidding.

So the weekends I stayed rotting cause I was out the whole week and have to save some money as I will be out almost everyday of next week too. -.-

Job interview tomorrow and I hope I get the damn job cause due to this interview I'm missing out alot of fun. Like Val's place to bai nian and Sentosa with Mel. So please pretty please lemme get the job aite!

2009-01-24T19:06:00.002+08:00

Good evening earthlings.

The 23rd of January 2009 marks the last day of my first year in the Republic Polytechnic and also the start of my 10 weeks holidaysss. Wooohooo!!!

There's so many things that I wanna do but most importantly is for me to get a job! So people got lobang must intro okay? =D

And so I've not get my new shoes and will be getting them tmr before heading over to my anuty's place for reunion dinner. Hopefully there's size. My major problem when getting shoes. Damn it. I wished I had small feet.

I just knew something and that is RP is the only poly that's on holidays now? Oh.. Too bad for the rest. *Inserts evil laughter ending with a evil grin*

Yeah babyyy~ CNY is on Monday! My most looked forward occasion cause.. I also dont know why I love CNY so much. Just love it. =)

But one thing that I dont like bout CNY is that everything is so freaking expensive during this period especially bak kua. Wanted to go get an hair cut coz my hair's pretty shitty but I heard that hair cuts during this period gonna cost me quite abit. So fuck it. Shitty hair it shall be for this CNY and I just realised that the saloon lady did not do a good job dying my hair. All the grey hair are still so fucking visible.

On a lighter note, I'm so glad my hair's condition is so much better now. =D Cant wait for it to grow longgg and nope extensions not on my mind now coz it's so not worth it to get extensions not coz their all fucking rip off, so I'll have to be patient and not be an asshole to get it cut coz I dont know why but I have a fetish of getting hair cuts. Weird, I know people would usually rather die than to get a hair cut but I just love getting my hair cut.

Totally random and off note but am craving for Royce chocolate. It's been ages since I've had them. =(

Okay enough of blogging for today. BYE! And Happy Chinese New Year pee pee. =DD

2009-01-22T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hello Bello..

Skipped school again. Freaking ears were hurting so bad that I couldnt sleep till like 4 in the morning. So due to the lack of sleep, decided to skip. It's math anyway, I doubt I'd survive it anyway.

Did some online search for jobs but to no avail. Shit man. Holiday's starting after tomorrow and I've not even landed myself a vacation job and no I dont intend to bum around this holidays simply because it's too boring and I've got no cash flow and staying home makes me fatter. Ha.

Needa get some urgent last minute CNY shopping but I cant seem to get myself into it. Dammit.

Needa get my ass out on Saturday to get my shoppings done but no one seems to be free. What's with people working on weekends? Shitty.

Mel's asking me to join her and her dad to Vivo but I shy~.. I really shy okay Mel! Stop saying I step. Kns. =(

Last day of school tomorrow. Good things always have to come to an end. Damn! I hate RP and their changing of classes every Semester but I guess I'll have to get used to it as that will be I will be going through for my education in that damn poly.

Time passes real fast aye.. To think that I'm over and done with my first year in poly and I actually survived life as a poly student just that I spend money like water and always feeling broke in the middle of the month. Haa.

April will be the start of the new school year. So darn fast.

Now I just hope that August wont come so soon as someone will be gone for a month or two and me is not happy bout it. =(

2009-01-19T13:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE XU YI HUA!!!

Bad start of the week. Currently having terrible infection IN my right ear. It's freaking swollen I swear. Could not take the pain and other issues which resulted me leaving during the first breakout.

I felt like a small kid sitting at the bus interchange crying like there's no tomorrow all because my ear was hurting so badly!!! It felt like my ear drums were about to burst in no time and blood will start flowing out. So I sat there for like 30mins talking on the phone and crying non-stop remix until I finally calmed down. Proceeded back to Clementi and head to the Doc's straight.

Am home now. Applied the meds and damn my ear is having this sharp pain that's giving me migraine and somehow the pain is spreading to my jaw. Looks like I've found an excuse to skip school tmr. Heh heh.

2009-01-16T14:17:00.003+08:00

Hello Wello..

It's been like a week since I last blogged? Been pretty busy with Pet Society. Haha.

Nothing much happened lately. School's gonna end in bout a weeks time and I'm pretty much looking forward to in. Not really into school lately. Total boredom.

Gonna start searching for a vacation job soon, am definitely not going to stay home everyday for 2 and a half months and heading out everyday gonna burn a big whole in my pocket. That's the bad thing of not being born with a sliver spoon in my mouth. Ha. I don't like rich people anyway. 85% of them are mostly stuck up people. =)

I'm really disgusted with people without originality. It's like why do you have to copy what others do or say? Especially copying something which totally do not have any meaning. How dumb. =))

ONE MORE THING, MY PIGGYLULU DO NOT NEED A TWIN! GET THAT CLEAR PLEASE!

2009-01-05T08:46:00.002+08:00

Hello all! School's in again =(

Few days back met up with Mel for Xin Wang coz I was craving for Pork Chop Bake Rice. Na bei! Wasnt a hearty meal at all lor. And we werent happy kids at all! >:(

Baked rice was cheesier than guys.
Dessert could cause diabetes in 3seconds. (stole from Mel's blog =D)

"ShivvyBaby kinda reminded me on how irritating I am when I don't pick up calls and reply texts. I know its my bad, and it caused me alil, but I learnt frm it. (: "

MEL YOU BETTER LEARN LOR!!

Bye! Lesson's starting!

Enterprise = Boring